Saturday, October 31, 2015

A year ago

A year ago we met, and you changed my life
A year ago I wanted to go try drugs with you
A year ago I wanted to spend as much time as possible with you even if I had to lie to do it

A year ago I was a fool

A year ago I was ignorant to the pain sorrow and regret you would bring 

A year ago I thought I loved you

Maybe I still do

But time changes things
With time all fantasies end
With time we all wake up 

I woke up

Not because I wanted to
I fought it
But reality always wins 
Especially when fighting a fantasy 
Reality always wins

A year ago I was in a fantasy
A year ago I thought we could make
A year ago I was wrong

I hope a year from now it won't hurt anymore
I hope a year from now I've moved on completely
I hope a year from now I've Found someone else
I hope a year from now it lasts and I'll be able to look at her, smile, and say 

A year ago we met, and you changed my life. 

2 comments:

  1. im so speechless. "a year ago i thought i loved you maybe i still do" ahhh i loved this so much

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